http://forum.birth.com.au/blogs/sheody/ For early signs of pregnancy week by week, miscarriage information, first signs symptoms of pregnancy and a due date calendar - BirthNet Australia. en Fri, 30 Jul 2010 05:47:35 GMT vBulletin 60 http://forum.birth.com.au/images/misc/rss.jpg http://forum.birth.com.au/blogs/sheody/ http://forum.birth.com.au/blogs/sheody/88-i-didnt-know-where-else-put.html Tue, 22 Sep 2009 03:48:32 GMT So i am now infertile. I can never be pregnant naturally again. My tubes where both removed last month due to pelvic inflamitory disease. Im dealing with it, most of the time, basically i dont think of it at all. I just want to be pregnant again. I want the choice again! We were going to start... So i am now infertile. I can never be pregnant naturally again. My tubes where both removed last month due to pelvic inflamitory disease.

Im dealing with it, most of the time, basically i dont think of it at all. I just want to be pregnant again. I want the choice again! We were going to start trying again soon. I just dont know anymore. I stupidly googled today to see if anyone else has been pregnant after removal. But no... why did i do it to myself? Why do i need to feel this pain.

I know i should be feeling lucky because i have 3 beautiful and healthy children. But all i feel is that i am not whole, im not a woman and i cant give what my DF wants. Plus i have a massive scar to boot.

I hate to be alone now, its when i start to think about all this, when i cry. I dont want to leave the house. And im spending money on things we dont need. yet i cant buy anything for myself.

Im feeling like im not worth anything at the moment. This year has been so crap and i think im also starting to deal with another medical issue that i just want to hide away from. Why does this all happen to me this year? Should i just give up? I have no friends in real life. i am alone here. I am alone in most things... ]]> Sheody http://forum.birth.com.au/blogs/sheody/88-i-didnt-know-where-else-put.html http://forum.birth.com.au/blogs/sheody/33-my-ramblings.html Tue, 07 Jul 2009 22:12:37 GMT Want to know what is going on in my head... so do i.. like myself worthless and unimportant..... Want to know what is going on in my head... so do i..

like myself worthless and unimportant..... ]]> Sheody http://forum.birth.com.au/blogs/sheody/33-my-ramblings.html http://forum.birth.com.au/blogs/sheody/7-im-lucky-i-guess.html Thu, 02 Jul 2009 21:53:28 GMT Well here i am sitting feeding Heidi in one hand and typing with the other so please forgive the lack of grammar.... Should i continue my introduction? I think so.. when i was born i was very sick, well i was blue... they took me away from my mother and tried to diagnose me.. it took 8 hours... Well here i am sitting feeding Heidi in one hand and typing with the other so please forgive the lack of grammar....

Should i continue my introduction? I think so..

when i was born i was very sick, well i was blue... they took me away from my mother and tried to diagnose me.. it took 8 hours but finally they knew what was wrong... Transposition of the great arteries (TGA). Basically at the bottom of my heart the aorters where switched the wrong way.

At 24hrs old i had my first operation, they kept the hole from closing by using a balloon thingy... and i spent days in ospial before they sent me home so i could (as my dad put it at my 21st) to either live or die... I lived to received my second operation which was open heart surgery at 4 months old... I had a senings operation and now have the bottom of my heart back to front.. the operation went well and my heart functions well just its the wrong way round...

enough for now... heidi is finished feeding and need to get us out of pj's...

Carly ]]> Sheody http://forum.birth.com.au/blogs/sheody/7-im-lucky-i-guess.html http://forum.birth.com.au/blogs/sheody/1-am-i-being-all-i-can.html Thu, 02 Jul 2009 09:32:26 GMT Well this is interesting, a new thing for births.. maybe i could document my life. Maybe i could be of interest to some one. Maybe i could help someone. You never know. So this is my first ever blog. So i might introduce myself. I am Carly i am 25 and a mother of 3. Koda the energetic,... Well this is interesting, a new thing for births.. maybe i could document my life. Maybe i could be of interest to some one. Maybe i could help someone. You never know.

So this is my first ever blog. So i might introduce myself.

I am Carly i am 25 and a mother of 3. Koda the energetic, talkative and whiny almost 4 and half year old. Skye the i know im cute, independent loving almost 2 and half year old and Heidi my premmie wonder who has her own timeline...

I am engaged to a wonderful man Dave. He is a landscaper and we own our own business. We are getting married on the 19th of June 2010.

Starting to plan the wedding and realising how much work is going into it.

I'll leave it at this for now and see how it all goes..

Carly ]]> Sheody http://forum.birth.com.au/blogs/sheody/1-am-i-being-all-i-can.html